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I have a paradoxical attitude toward pornography & specially sex torture stuff. Well, I have sex fantasies about humiliating & torturing women, but in real life, I hardly can hurt any woman's feelings. The paradox is that I don't enjoy watching porn videos because they are fake. But on the other hand, I can't bear watching a video showing a real human being tortured. You see, I don't like neither fact nor fiction.